I feel you. My wife and I separated 3 years ago and I didn't take it well at all. While not as 🎀horrible as a death..she was everything to me and it took me by surprise. I started playing the tcglive game on my phone one night and before I knew it I had played like..6 straight hours. Pick✅ed up some cards the next day and hadn't stopped until this bulls^@$ started. They have to take the one thing that consistently brought me joy. Why couldn't it be hot wheels lol